she loves me..
I know that..
I love her..
she knows that..
she's the best mom..
I realize that..
am not the best daughter..
she realizes that..
but she keep loving me..
just made a phone call and had a long chat with her..
she's not in a good condition..
even worse..
she'll get operation when the checking this and that are finished..
and am here.. in the island..
won't back home for the Idul Fitri..
even worse..
don't stay there right next to her..
but she keep loving me..
she's the best mom ever..
took a good care of my dad..
raised her kids all alone without my dad..
she loves us..
reminiscing the old times..
now am not that little cute girl..
no more mom..
am just a big girl in this wild world with different vision and mission
as you have..
but you keep loving me..
do believe in that..
won't be at home.. again..
bet u'll have great times this Idul Fitri with the whole fam
like we had 3 years ago here in the island..
could you cook the great foods for the big day this year?
could you re-decorate our house for the big day this year?
could you visit your hubby graveyard for the big day this year?
could you play with all your grandchilds for the big day this year?
forget those things!
but could you give your best smile for the big day this year?
big love..
your little curly girl
