segregation..

"you never listened the clues"
- ali

"you never asked because you know the answer.. you just not ready to hear it"

- sapta

"it's not real love.. you just made it as an excuse to keep the distance 

to those who came.. you're scared.. open your heart.."

- bayu

"just ride the winds and climb.. spread your wings and fly

the sun is not shining but you are"

 - triny

"you hardly well prepared everything for your life.. except the answer"
- sarah

"if you believe in it.. keep the faith"

- farrah

and I.. souled.. smile.. it's not easy.. 

thanks to bayu and arief.. 
get to know myself better.. to be better.. and get the better one..

last minute changes..

reality bites..

what it feels like when you just woke up from a dream?

for the last two years.. 

my mind has been playing trick on me..

keeping this dream..

my mind has been playing trick on me..

last nite I thought about this dream over and over again..

and somehow I found lack of hopes..

call my self as a dream catcher..

but I dare to face the reality..

right about now..

I just released this dream..

"if you're still hanging onto a dead dream of yesterday.. 

laying flowers on it's grave by the hour.. 

you can't be planting the seeds for a new dream to grow today"

sunshine.. danke für die wertvolle zeit.. es war wunderschön

who am I?

the more you know who you are and what you want

the less you let things upset you

- scarlett johansson -

I am a dreamer and I want my dreams come true 

- rani hardjadinata - 

now my body is underground and my soul aboves the skies

when dreams meet reality

the dream catcher,

how are you doing? dumb question!

“you know, the ancient Egyptians had a beautiful belief about death.. when their souls got to the entrance to heaven.. the guards asked two questions.. their answers determined whether they were able to enter or not.. ‘have you found joy in your life?’  'has your life brought joy to others?’”..

Mr. Freeman and Mr. Nicholson are my heroes!

the guard                   : "have you found joy in your life?"

rani hardjadinata       : "pretty sure yess.. and I called it JOYS!"

the guard                   : "has your life brought joy to others?"

rani hardjadinata      : "no clue.. ask your God!"

bayu told me..

it's time for me to enjoy what I have..

let others survive without my hands..

am I selfish?

am not that kinda person..

but I have to be selfish!

but I am not that kinda person..

edward  : "I envy people who have faith.. I just can't get my head around it"

carter    : "maybe because your head's in the way"

tonite..

I feel so tired with this never ending story..

I feel so rusty with this demanding..

I feel so all in..

yesterdays conversation.. todays conversation.. tomorrows conversation..

seems like always be the same..

exhausted..

thomas   : "what are doing here?"

carter    : "fighting for my life.. you?"

dear universe..

give me some spaces.. need to reach my dreams..

let me jump higher and higher through the winds and clouds..

 

the fighter,

radical self love..

when the first time I opened the safari.. some of my top sites were showed up..
name it.. apple.com.. hotmail.com.. translate.google.com to facebook.com..
and am def a big fan of galadarling.com..

not much I can say about this rad girl..

she should help me to get the word out tho..

just read all the articles.. again.. and somehow.. inspiring!




LEARNING TO LOVE YOURSELF — Self-adoration, manifesting your ideal persona, channelling your inner Marie Antoinette & everything in between!

Excerpt: So what does “loving yourself” mean? There are a few different ways you can look at it, but from my point of view, loving yourself means treating yourself the way you would treat your very best, most treasured friend. See, that’s the thing with friends — they’re not perfect & we know it but we love them anyway. Your best friend might get into a ridiculous flap over some boy you think is nowhere near good enough for her, she might turn up to a party in an outfit that is less than flattering, she might slack off at her job or constantly talk about wanting to go to Paris & yet never save any money — but you still love her. You still think she is amazing. A shooting star in the shape of a girl. I think this is how we should choose to view ourselves, too…

A GUIDE TO MANNERS FOR THE MODERN MINX — Etiquette, social graces & charming the pants off total strangers for the uninitiated!

Excerpt: It’s all very Eckhart Tolle when you think about it — the key to being charismatic is being PRESENT. It sounds so basic, but so few people really get it right — & the people who do don’t necessarily do it consistently. The first time my friend Dhrumil & I went out to dinner together, we discussed the importance of being present in a conversation. He said to me, “Think about it. Over the course of this dinner, you & I have probably made more eye contact than some married couples would in a week”. That has always stuck with me. Eye contact is vital, & really makes the other person feel important, valued & engaged…

LOVE, SEX, THE GALAXY & EVERYTHING — From falling in love to co-habitation, & all the beauty & madness contained within!

Excerpt: People do not seem to realise that the planet is FULL of AMAZING people, many of whom would pass out at the opportunity to TALK to you, let alone hold your hand & kiss you in public & buy you rad Christmas presents. If your boyfriend or girlfriend is a stinker, you are awesome enough not to have to put up with it! For real. Just get out of there. You will never regret it, & you will make space in your life for a really, really fantastic person to appear. Just like magic…

MANIFESTING & MAGIC-MAKING — Using imagination & reverie to create a perfect universe!

Excerpt: Some people get confused about manifesting & the law of attraction, & think it is about being positive & thinking woo-woo thoughts & waving a stick of incense around. It really isn’t! Manifesting is about getting the universe to meet you halfway. It’s about doing the work while having faith that things will work out for the best. It’s about knowing that what you want is coming to you — but also knowing that you have to start the ball rolling. After all, if you just sit in your room thinking about what you want, but don’t get out there & tell anyone about it, or do some research, or take any real actionable steps, how will anything ever happen?

FINDING HAPPINESS & MAKING IT STAY — Choosing joy, making magic & devoting your life to love, adventure & deliciousness!

Excerpt: Taking responsibility for yourself is so incredibly liberating, & here is why. It will show you what innate power you have within you. Look at all the things around you, good & not-so-good. You have attracted them into your life, whether you believe it or not. & in a worst case scenario, if you can create awful things for yourself, like horrible relationships, crappy jobs & a general sense of malaise & apathy, think what you could create if you focused your attention in a different way! What if, instead of thinking about how bad everything is all the time, you thought about how WONDERFUL life is? Because even if you look around yourself & see things which make you unhappy, surely you must acknowledge that the world is full of marvellous things too. There’s love & music & art, delicious food & springy green grass, snowflakes & puppy kisses, hula hooping in the sunshine & exploring new cities. There are fresh vegetables & false eyelashes, majestic mountains & elephants, dreams & adrenaline, sky-diving & gardening…

and I keep trying to cherish every moment..

life's good..

and am thanking you for that..

sun sand sea sky..

after search trip all the way from balian to yeh gangga beach..

 

finally made up my mind to accomplish my dream..

dedicated to the mother earth..

the rebel,

confusion..

enough for me is not much for you..
never find another way to say..
I love you more each day..
it's quite romantic I know..
I wanna feel this way..

the heart beat,

saturhappyday..

me.. will be in this place in couple hours..

wish me luck..

the master of wedding ceremony,

AYANA Resort and Spa Bali

encore..

IRA biggest fans,

 

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me and you.. just us two..

perfect sunset.. beautiful scene.. romantic moment.. 

celebrate the love..

love to be there for the big day..

me love it..

love to congrats mick and dian for the big day..

me love you two..

love to have glam right next to me for the big day..

me love glam..

and love to have sunshine for our big day..

me love us..

me and you..

just us two..

dream keeper,

me walk down to the groom with the anthem song "here, there and eveywhere"..

your b'day cake will be arrived this arvo..

last year..

november 3, 2009 on my mom 66th birthday..

I wrote my wish..

this year..

november 3, 2010 on my mom 67th birthday..

am writing my wish..

 

so what's your wish this time rani?

hmm.. I don't have any..

still stick with my big dream..

hmm.. I think I have one..

still related with my mom..

am gonna take her back to the island..

spend some more quality times with her..

I wish.. she'll always happy..


happy birthday mom..
it's truly a blessing to have you as a mother..

your daughter..

p.s : your b'day cake will be arrived at home this arvo.. hope you'll like it mom..

Mr. Langton. M..

monday.. 

I called it ME TIME..

no cinema.. sushi was calling..

in the mean time..

I got text from pop to go to Soho..

no frogs.. ME TIME was calling..

all alone..

listened to my greepod and surfed those sites while eating the sushi set..

as with most foods.. the sushi is not free from health risks..
as with most friends.. the frogs are not free from health risk..


its taken from one of the site :

"so what are some quick ways to improve your health by strengthening your friendships?
call up your bestie for a coffee date right now.. keep in mind that not everyone has to be your best friend.. you can have different friends for different purposes.. like working out, or going out in a larger group.. yet this connection will still give you health benefits"


so how can I improve my health?

don't tell me that this frogsters kinda friendship will give me health benefits!

wait a sec.. yess.. these frogs are full of benefits!
glam.. thanks for the money you gave last saturday!
pop.. thanks for the beer you bought last sunday!
glam and pop.. thanks for this that this that this that this that!



















glam and pop.. thanks for those good and bad times besties!

dammit!

I didn't plan to write about the frogsters!


I just checked his blog..
opened every pages.. read every posts..
yess.. he posted something related with me..
and somehow.. right about now..

I feel so in love.. more and more each day..
oh my.. am in love.. oh my.. am healty..
am in love with sushi.. am in love with these frogsters.. am in love with him..

- Love Equals Health -

Langton, M

 


ogenki deska..

every cloud has a silver lining..

no phones.. no cameras.. no wallet.. no identity card.. no drive lisences.. no ATM cards.. and no money.. perfecto..

ha! lucky me eh?

after had nice dinner and wicked party then the sweet beach time..
shit happened..

ha! lucky me eh?

did this and that.. then we tired.. then we fell a sleep on the beach..

and voila.. my bag just gone with the wind.. 

ha! lucky me eh?

this person really need it I bet..

then I thought that lotsa peeps outhere need my and absolutey our help to keep alive in this wild world..

but I do agree not with this kinda way of chasten.. snatcher!

all the best to this snatcher.. hope he or she will get happiness peacefull and love.. then this snatcher won't do it again to others..

I heard there were some serious robberies on the beach.. 

thanks God.. I was saved..

ha! lucky me eh?

overall.. 

I had a blast weekend..

nice dinner with the ELECTRIC team.. some beers at EIKON for ELECTRIC NITE..

good vibes at LA PLANCHA.. sweet things on the beach..

chill interview with THE LIVING END on OZ RADIO BALI and wicked MCing with Tai Graham for the great line up bands..

fun halloween party with the kids at OCEANS 27..

hang out at RAW and quality times with friends..

ha! lucky me eh?

the lucky one..

tacky..

you may call me tacky or whatsoever!

but I tell y'all sumthin!

am the lucky bitch ever!

am gonna grind this saturday with the boys!

put your headset and listen up to 101.2 FM OZ Radio Bali 4-6 pm

me and adi prasetya live on air interview with THE LIVING END!

roll the dance floor with THE LIVING END at Bosche kicks off around 10ish!

am gonna be the master of bla bla bla yadda yadda yadda that nite!

Superman is Dead, Rock'n'Roll Mafia, DJ Naro and my anthem band The S.I.G.I.T will def rock you!

so whats the plan for killin' the Halloween on sunday?

Let's boogie the baby! Boogie Baby!

you with your cocktail and your kids with their mocktail!
It's a Halloween Kid's Pool Party!

but don't go too far peeps!

let's hit the friday nite at EIKON with the whole crew at ELECTRIC!

take a shot.. drink a lot.. like there is no tomorrow

cheers from the hard worker..

work hard - party hard - play hardcore